Hello ppl
I think i'll blog more proper now

Well, today's a thurs
i went to sch early in the morning for evac silver retest
i heard i failed theory by 1 mark!!!
%#&^%(*&@^$

In the end, i passed and then i took a sneak peak at the evac gold notes

They were horribly difficult
Luckly i had footdrill gold
LOL!!!!!!

Anyway, i went home and cheong my piano theory
I owe another two papers and i managed to finish them
I messed up question 6 for both papers(the one where u have to compose a melody)

Then my piano teacher was lyk
What were you thinking???
Well, i understand why so stressed out
my theory's one sat....

Actually, piano theory isn't jus a freaking paper which u have to sit
It's more than that
It allows us to understand music
how to explain
Maybe i shall phrase it this way

Everyone know how difficult it is to organise things right?
I'm sure everyone have organised sth before
e.g. jeanette did esther's birthday
etc

If u do not understand the pains needed to organise sth, do you think u would appreaciate what others have done for you?

Piano theory is similar
If you do not understand the different cadence etc and the different scales etc
do u think u would appreciate music?
What abt the pains taken to compose a piece
It's not all about placing ur hand on the keyboard and playing some fancy tune
It's much much more difficult

This isn't my main point
My main point is the question my piano teacher asked me

Can you explain why your work is lyk this?

U may say that i did it last minute
But that isn't a factor, because i scored higher than usual

I think i know the real reason
It's because i can't take it any longer
i'm so hurt
day, night
each day jus pass by lyk no body's business

THink about it this way
Since the holidays, we dun meet up very often
i take marcus as an example
how often does he get to meet tara since the holiday started?
the probability of bumping into each other is very low
They always say that we would miss others when they are gone
It is true only to a certain extent
It's easy to say things, but not easy to do
Words can;t always show how one truely feel

I can say i love someone lyk crazy
i can say that a billion times
but do you think that person would love me?

Word's can never be able to truely show one's true feelings/personalities etc
Neither can pictures
So what if a picture tells a thousand words
I'm sure u all have seen a picture of the moon
Do u think u would be able to understand what it's lyk to be on the moon?
No!!!!

You need to experience it yourself

Actions speak louder than words
You need to show
If u lyk something, show it

Ppl are often deluded by materialistic gains etc
Doesn't mean that the richest person is the best
Doesn't mean the smartest person is the best
Neither is the strongest person

I think a true friend is one who will always stand by your side
A true friend is one who will use actions to show his or her friendship
A true friend doesn't jus talk to u day and night
A true friend will never cause harm to you, e.g. causing ppl to dislike you etc
And even if this friend did such a thing, he would try his or her very best to fix your problems
A true friend is someone who cares about you
A true friend wants the best out of you and wants to make you happy

Such friends are rare to come by have you met such a friend?
Well, i haven't

If you ever meet such a person, accept him or her
Such a person is rare to come by
He or she may just disappear without you knowing
No longer caring about you, no longer bothering about you