Hello peeps!
301 post today!!

i wanna talk about what 1 person said to me a few days back.
She told me to tht someone just beside me likes me.

Dejavu.

When was the last time something like this happened?
Who would expect this to happen now.

Logically what should i do?
Don't make the same mistake and go for the one beside me.

Emotionally, issit right?
Obviously no!

Now let me tangle things up a little more.
You know this person beside me for very long already.
You know this person inside out, vice versa.
In fact, you ever thought that you can be together with her.

So what is the correct course of action now?

Logically,
you stand a better chance going to beside you.

Emotionally, Is that right?
Definitely no.

If you think this is complicated?
Now let's make it worst.
Much much worst.
Your relationship with the one you like now is complex, a form of destructive relationship, able to tear apart at anytime, considering that that day is coming soon.

What should you do?

Logically, It's smarter to go to the person beside you.
Why bother salvaging a complicated relationship? In fact everyone is telling you that it's too complicated and that you should give up!

Emotionally,
That's not right. So much for being faithful. Are you going to prove her right again? Especially since jealousy is a dangerous thing.

Now lets make matters worst.
You needa work on something whcih will remind you of a horrid past you've spent with the one you like. And there is still an issue which you will not address, because it is bound to destroy the present.
What are you to do?

Logically speaking,
Heck everything, ditch this person, go for the one beside you, settle any problems with the past, get the thing you want, move on, get over it. Win win situation. You are happy with every aspect.

Emotionally speaking,
RUBBISH! This is as good as giving up, losing faith, having no determination to carry on. This is equivalent to lying to yourself, to the one you like and those who expect this relationship to blossom.

Now to confuse the heart a little more.
The one you like tells you to move on.
Are you to listen to her? Are you to ignore her?
Both are morally wrong.

Logically speaking,
It's not worth the time and energy. GET OVER IT, MOVE ON!

Emotionally speaking,
It's a dilemma, it's a journey worth fighting for.

Let's deliver the coup de grace

There are external factors involved,
you shouldnt even be tangled up in a relationship in the first place!
Studies is the important goal!

So what are you to do?

Logically speaking,
give in to the selfish society, give in to the competitive society-where we belong

Emotionally speaking,
We will define all odds, I'll give up competition for you, that's what you believe in.





Let's zoom out.

We can go on and on like this(as in blogging), I can give an entire thesis on the plight.
But point is.
Either way, I needa make a stand.
I needa preserve whcih ever direction I go. The simple path of likely success? Or the have a leap of faith, to the path into the darkness, where everything is unpredictable. It is time to cross River Rubicon.

I ask the question that I always ask those around me.

DO YOU DARE?